SAPUL

"Ang mata, pwede mong ipikit 'pag may ayaw kang makita. Pero ang puso, hindi mo pwedeng isara sa mga bagay na ayaw mong maramdaman.. Gustuhin mo man, kahit pwede pa, HINDI TALAGA KAYA. Kahit subukan mo pa."


*I guess everybody can be emo when they want to.

And so we had a beautiful Christmas!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! <3

Aby is happy for swipy is here! :)

YES YES YES!!! Andito na siyaaaaaaaa. <3 my christmas wouldn't be as cold as what I'm expecting it to. Yeahbaaah!!! :)

After a loooooooong off

I haven't updated this blog for so long. I haven't even posted any pic of my latest thing. Gosh. I even forgot what's been poppin' lately. Ugh, super busyyyy. :( and I have nothing good to blog about. Haay. Anyway, thank God I got time today. :) E kasi naman, bakasyon grande na! Hahaha. I wanna congratulate my girl, Yana for winning Ms. Nursing yesterday.. (dapat kanya naman talaga yung title e!) also Johndy, congrats din! I know, we know dapat he's one of the winners kaso wala, talagang luto na. Boooo! Ang panget ng mga nanalo, lalo na sa boys! Ew. I'll be writing about that blah blah show on our upcoming magazine. *sana makasama yugn article ko* I'm really pissed off yesterday.. Grabe, lahat ng tao sa hall! Muntik na ngang magkariot! Hay! Worst pageant everrrrrr!

So, on the lighter side.. May uuwi na! Hehehe. :D *jitters! jitters!* Excited na ako!
<3<3<3

Nahiya siguro siya..

Remember the "Wapness is my weakness♥" gaya-gaya??
HAHAHA. She changed her blog title na. Natawa naman ako dun. :)) Pati theme, pinalitan na. LOL. Click here to see her revised tumblog.

For GIRLS.

Because I love my girls and I love being a girl, I want to share this to every girl. :)

• If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
  
• If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
  
• Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
  
• Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
  
• Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
  
• Slower is better.
  
• Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
  
• If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".-- A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
  
• Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
  
• Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
  
• The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
  
• Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
  
• Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
  
• Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
  
• If something bothers you, speak up.
  
• Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
  
• You cannot change a man's behaviour. Change comes from within.
  
• Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.
  
• Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
  
• Never let a man define who you are.
  
• Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
  
• A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
  
• All men are NOT dogs.
  
• You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
  
• You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
  
• You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
  
• Dating is fun... even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
  
• Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
  
• Never move into his mother's house.
  
• Never co-sign for a man.
  
• Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
  
• Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
  

:)

Have you NO shame?

Waking after a three-hour nap.
This post sounds a little judgmental but I don't care! Post ko 'to! *evil laugh* >:))

Okay.. This is some sorts of bullshits and damns. HAHAHA. So please, bear with me. :)

Yes I know, it's bad to say bad words but how can I help it? Gosh! My friend is being cheated by his girlfriend and bestfriend! Yes! Gf&Bff! Grabe. They're the two most damned persons I know at this moment! Grrr! They're really gettin' into my nerves! Grabe talaga! 'Pag lalake ang mambababae, tanggap ng lipunan yun. Pero ang babae, sa tingin niyo ba maayos parin tignan pag nanlalake? *sigh* The society is unfair, I knowww. But this isn't about fairness! Hellooo?! Haynakoooo! Tangina lang talaga. Gusto kong manabunot! Gusto kong manadyak! Andami daming babaeng umiiyak dahil sa panloloko sakanila ng mga boyfriend nila tapos IKAW kabaliktaran ka? Ugh. You must have those balls too. HAHA. You girl, I really really really REALLY want you to read this! Punding pundi na ang pasensya ko sayo!!!

Ganito kasi yun.
...Yesterday, birthday ni Sir George and ofcourse, invited ang barkada namin. He even texted me to remind us to come. So, by 4pm I went to JP's place kasi dun daw kami magkikitakita. So there, nadatnan ko sila JP and Sheldan alone. The three of us waited for others to come then. Dahil syempre, late sila. HAHA. Sheldan told me to call Jilvin kasi they're zow matagal na. So did I. Then minutes later, we got bored, went down and there, dumating na sila Karen and Carlos. Then maya't maya nandyan narin si Jilvin then seconds later, we saw Rex and Ish coming.. So there, I thought we were going na to Sir George. But then, hindi pa pala. We have to go to Sheldan's girlfriend for them to talk. So nagpunta naman kami. Papunta pa lang kami, umuulan na and I'm a little pissed off na. But coz of Sheldan, sige go lang. When we arrived there, it's raining na. Basa na kami. Yung gf niya went out of their house with her yaya yata (whatever!). I really thought she'll invite us to go inside their house kasi umuulan nga, basa na kami! Pero surprisingly, deadma ang gaga! Grrr! I can't help but dabog, yes nagdabog talaga ako like a little spoiled brat. Pero tinatawanan ako ni Carlos. Hehe. My gooolay naman kasi! I dried my hair tapos mababasa lang dahil skanya! (maarte na kung maarte! I DON'T CARE!>:P) Grrrrrr! Karen and Ish talked to her. I know, they're expecting me to talk to her din but I didn't. Hindi ako magaling sa plastikan, pasensiya siya. She's asking pa daw kung galit ako. Engot pala siya e! Sino ba samin ang hindi bwisit sa kanya?! Grabe talaga. Hindi niya kami pinapasok sa bahay nila or pinahiram ng umbrella man lang! Kabastusan of her. SOOBRAA. Then natapos yung walang kwentang usapan nila with that girl, umalis na kami and headed to sir's place. Upon arriving there, we were all okay. We ate together. Then by 7pm, Jilvin told us that he has to go. (nagtaka ako but then, we all said okay.) So ayun. Sheldan was texting her girlfriend at halatadong masama na ang mood niya. We're all ignoring him kasi baka magdrama ng wala sa oras. Hehe. But then maya maya, may pinabasa siyang text that sounds like he's letting go of his girl. No one commented on it. Then the party went on. Kumanta pa nga si Carlos! HAHAHA. (patalastas 'to.:D) couple of minutes after that, Sheldan went a little hysterical and he was crying. I was shocked. The boys went with him and so as me. (one of them e, noh?:p) mas nashock ako sa nakita ko. Sinuntok suntok nya yung puno! That was the first time I saw Sheldan like that. Mas kumulo dugo ko dun sa babae! Graaabe!!! Grrr! Tapos sinabihan ako ng boys na bumalik na dun para daw walang masabi si sir, kaya bumalik nako. Then nung pagkabalik ko, Karen told me and Ish that the "girl" was with her "kabit" last saturday as told by one of the girl's friends. Grabe, kung kilala niyo si Sheldan malalaman niyo kung bakit ganito ako magreact. Aside from he's my friend, he's really a nice guy and he loves her so much. So I don't know where the hell is the girl's brain! I really don't know! I am NOT coming across as if I know everything. (kasi alam naman talaga namin! haha) I am just being true. Sorry if I can't treat you the way I did before. But hey! Is it my fault if you're flirty enough to dissappoint me? Isa pa, sa dinami dami ng lalake sa mundo, bakit yung bestfriend pa ng boyfriend mo?

Have you no shame???

Wala akong ibang alam sabihin ngayon kundi, "GRABE".
Hindi ko lubos maisip na kaya nya yun. Actually mas mukha pa akong malandi sakanya. HAHAHA. Pero hindi kami parehas ha? HAHAHA. Sa boyfriend ko lang ako naglalandi at WALA NG IBA. Lalong hindi sa bestfriend niya! HAHAHAHA.

Hookaayyy, will review for the quiz later. :)
**hindi ko tuloy nagawa yung homework kay sir Mallanes! Inuna kitang niblog! Langya naman talaga! Grrr! HAHA.

Sorry, I just CAN'T ignore.

So I just wanna bitch for a bit.

Sorry, di ko talaga maisantabi ito. GOSH! I used "Wapness is my weakness ♥" as a title of my tumblog before. And as far as I'm concern, I'm pretty sure ako unang gumamit nyan. I son't know kung may WAP din yang gumamit nyan or what, I don't care. It's just that I hate it! I may act like a spoiled brat and I don't care about what may others say. Nakakainis lang. Whoever owns that site, I'm not taking this personally cos first of all, I DO NOT KNOW YOU. I'm just really annoyed.

Nakakainis lang.

Asar to the bones! KAPIKON.

In case you wanna see the actual site, click HERE.

HOOOKAAAY. Back to normal.

Tuddles!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHAN! (belated*)

Late post. BOOOO.

Anyway, that's Nathan on left. Ma'am Nady's little angel. :) I loved how they celebrated his birthday.. Parang naging feeding program pero birthday party talaga siya. Nakakatuwa lang seeing those unfortunate kids na pumaparty din. :D in case you still don't know, Ma'am Nady invited several malnourished kids from several barangays. Natouch talaga ako. Nakakatuwa. Kahit mejo natuyuan yung sopas na inihanda for the kids, kitang kita na nagenjoy cla! Especially with the games. Andami nun e. Hehe. Tapos galing galing nung mga clown. They're really funny. PS: nanalo ako sa HEPHEP HOORAY! :P




Clown 1, ate Andy, Nath, Clown 2, me :)

Yehey! Slippers FTW! :D

Wala ng batang naka-paa! :) <3>

DahilNamimissKoNaAngSWIPYko

Ang suplado, bow. Kunwari walang alam, kunwari walang hinala.. Pero sigurado ako, alam niyang siya'y aking pinipucturan! :D naman. I miss pigging out with this man! :)) wala na siyang partner sa paglamon kaya the last time we saw each other, pumayat talaga siya. Pero konti lang. :D

Awwwww. Syet, pacute! HAHAHA. This was taken last June30, I think. This is the last swimming that we went to. And this is the last pacute pic together that we had. Hehe. Miss ko na sya. Grabe. If only I could make time run faster, I will. TALAGAAA!!! *sigh* Anyway, sabi nga niya tiis lang kasi mababawi naman daw namin pagkamiss namin sa isa't isa kasi we'll be together naman daw forever. Hahaha, I know, suuupeeer cheeeeessy! :">

I'm glad things are getting better. Syempre hindi naman nawawala ang tampuhan sa magsyota, diba? (talagang "magsyota" haha. kanto girl much? haha) Lalo na't may mga epal. Grrr. They're getting into my nerves!!! Anyway, swipy is swipy. :) And my hearts wants/needs/loves nothing more and nothing less than Ralph Martinez Chua. :) Wushu! Wala ng iba. <3

Hayan, sa mga pilit paring nang-iintriga samin, manigas kayo ngayon! HAHAHA.

Because I'm bored, I'm gonna post my favorite questions with answers! :D

1. pano ba maging virginian? kelangan ba talagang magaling ka? parang ang yabang nyo kasi e
-- Kelangan passionate ka. Hindi namin kelangan ng magaling masyado kasi magyayabang lang yun. Hahaha, kidding. Oops, pano mo naman nasabi na mayayabang kami? Kilala mo ba kami? Ni hindi niyo alam ang ginagawa namin maiparating lang sainyo ang infos na dapat niyong malaman at kami narin ang naglalaban ng mga karapatan ng mga estudyante, tapos mayabang pa? Oh c'mon.. Please, don't come across as if you know everything.

2. so how's ondoy? how's your house? i think you got flooded badly! haha
-- HAHAHA. Thank God, hindi. Tsaka wait, hindi si Ondoy ang dumaan sa Pangasinan, si Pepeng po. :P

3. what can you say about those who steal other’s boyfriends?
-- Robbery! Hahaha.

4. bat mo ko nireject sa facebook mo? ang yabang mo nmn!!!
-- Sorry, I made my facebook personal. So I decided to add people I know, ONLY. Please understand. Hindi naman ako artista para magalit ka pag di inaccept request mo. Kaya nga may options diba?

5. bakit hindi ka na ngbablog about sa boyfriend mo? kayo pa ba?
-- Wala, ayoko lang. Saka na, 'pag bati na kami.


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Grabe, nakakatawa. Mga pinoy talaga.. hindi mawawala ang pagkaususero at ususera! Natatawa tuloy ako. Wap, kung mababasa mo man 'tong post na to, ngayon alam mo na na iniintriga tayo ng hindi natin alam. HAHAHA. At tignan mo nga naman, parang may balak pang umagaw sayo oh, tinatanong na kung ano perception ko sa mga mang-aagaw.HAHAHAHA. Boooo! Joke lang. Lamyuuu! ^_^ Basta bored lang ako at natawa ulit ako sa mga questions na yan. :D

Busy month?

Today, nawawalan daw ng limang daan ang ama ko. HAHAHA. At ako pa ang tinanong. Well, sana makita ko na lang para may pera ako. :)) Anyway, wala namang masyadong bago. It's just that I'm getting better na. Kasi things are getting better narin, kaya sana magtuloy tuloy na. *fingers crossed*

To all those who are asking about our relationship, we're okay. :D hokay, gettin' better. Syempre, lahat naman ng magsyota nagaaway din, diba? Kaya ayun, nakisabay sa uso. HAHAHA.

I thank Deb for always checking if I'm okay. Minsan nga feeling ko nagseselos na si Tasyo kasi parang mas concern saken girlfriend niya e. Hehe. Joke lang.
...
Grabe, uber miss ko na si swipy! :( I'm about to go to manila tomorrow to see him kaso wrong timing! Kainis! Ayun, we just have to endure it. He'll be taking his exam for Navy kasi kaya ayun, wait wait muna byby. Basta ang mahalaga, maayos ayos kami ngaun, ceasefire (pink para sweetlove color.hehe. OA, i know..) daw.

UPDATES:
Nov.9 -- start of 2ndsem.
Nov.17 -- Mc Kinley's birthday! :)
lastweek of Nov. -- RHEPC! go go Virgins!

..so I guess this month will be sorta busy busy. We gotta work on the papers! Bawal ang tamad sabi ni ate Kath, baka daw masabunutan na.. HAHAHA.

Tuddles! ;;)

OMG! I just got butterflies on my stomach!

Actually, I'm still speechless at this very moment. HAHAHA. Grabe, he used to sweep me off my feet during our hs days and I didn't know he can still do that even now, as in NOW!
My gosh.. I know this must not be, this cannot be.. Buuuuuut... Hahaha. I'm sorryyy.. Anyway, I love my swipy, super naman! <3 it's just that, gusto ko lang maglandi ng konti ngayon, KONTI lang.HAHAHA. But hey, don't get me wrong, I don't flirt. :P ganito lang talaga. :D

Uhm, I just wanna share. Ayoko lang magdamot. Haha! K, so much for this. STOOOOP! :D

I missed them!

Yes yes yes! I was with my hs buddies last friday! :) I had no class starting 10am that day so we bummed. Grabe, namiss ko sila. Though kulang parin kami.. I hope someone will plan an outing this sembreak! Excited na akooo! :) tinext namin yung iba pero walang reply, deins siguro kaya ng sked, sayang. :( anywayyy! May pictures kamiii! Hahaha!

So Random..

Hush! Today is our 4th day of community service. Grabe, nakakapagod pero okay lang. Our manpower doubled. Madami din palang mababait tulad namin. Hehehe:">
Relief goods kept coming. And to my surprise, Unlimited Colors dance group gave old clothes for they wanted to help daw. I think they're really nice coz they also gave same amount of goods at the municipality of Malasiqui which is also affected by the flood.

Tomorrow, may classes na daw?! I thought it will resume on thursday pa? :( ugh. I hate quizzes! Sana wala pa.. Haay. Uhmm, okay. So right now at this very moment, I'm chatting with mom. :) I haven't chat with her in a while coz of my daily activities. I missed her! Good thing nagising ako at gising pa siya so here we are, chatting! :)

UPDATING...

Social life: 7
Yey! Tumaas na. Tao na ulit ako. Heheh. :D I wanna partyyy! HAHAHA. Hinihintay ko yung bababa from Baguio, magpapainom daw siyaaa! Brrr! B)

School life: 5
HAHAHA. Nakakatawa lang. Basta, yan na yun. :P student nurse e, but I'm still the laziest. Haha

Spiritual life: 10
Seriously true. That's why you can see me living and kicking, still. :)

Love life: -10
Another "HAHAHA" or a "HUHUHU"?
Anyway, whatever that is, I want to be happy. K? So please, STOP asking stupid questions right now. It might piss me off and might make me kick your ass!


I'm a bitch, beware. :D
I'm bad and I kill. HAHAHA. (as of the moment)..

I really want to kill! Grrr! HAHAHA.
Oa much. STOOOOOOP! :))

As I promised, here are the pictures from our community service (DAY2)

Us, the volunteers with Ma'am Nady, an employee of our school, mayor's bro and Mayor! :)

That's Rufo, the one they call "cutie pie", but not me, I never called him like that coz I know, lalaki lang ulo nyan! HAHAHA. Anyway, see the box? That's one of the VMUF's sponsored goods. Actually madami yan e, kaso eto lang yung pinakamatinong pic. Haayy.

Yey! Our school gave goods too! :) Good thing we were there, kami ang sumalubong sakanila and it made them even prouder coz almost all of us are their students. :) oh diba?

Kainis tong pic na to! Si Kakay pala yung nglalabel ng sacks. :D Hokay, sige na nga.. :D

The products! Ready to be distributed! Sorry naman, nagkaubusan ng kape. Pero dinagdagan yata yung bigas so I guess okay lang. :)

Volunteers on the go! :) Wait, hindi RC ang pioneer dyan ha, The Virginian. Heheh, ang yabang e, noh? :D Anyway, it's good to help! Minsan minsan lang kami nakikitang working together. :)

Eto ang dinatnan naming irerepack! Oha, so I think we really need to double our manpower. Sana dumami pa volunteers. :)

I think, Magic mall sponsored for this or they changed the label lang. :D Anyway, shot inspired by Rufo. Sabi niya kasi picturan ko. :D

Ang sarap ng feeling after tumulong. :) SWEAR.

It feels so good to help! :)

This is our 3rd day being volunteers in helping in repacking relief goods and serving the evacuees. Nakakapagod pero super sayaaa! :) I'm really eager to help coz I know my family is very blessed for we're not one of those unfortunate flood victims. Nakakatuwa pa kasi Mayor Resuello is so nice.

*yawn*

Anyway, I'm sorta sleepy na.. Imma continue my story maybe tomorrow. And I'll be posting some pictures too! So stay tuned! :)

God is good. ALL THE TIME.

I didn't thought I'll have a good sleep. I didn't thought I woudn't cry. I feel happy about this.

*Rankings from 0-10*

Social life stat: 5
Love life stat: 0
Spiritual life stat: 10 :)

See? Now, I firmly believe that prayers are the most powerful and our God is the best! All the time. Just seek for His guidance whole-heartedly and He will be there for you and will make you conquer all.

Something new!

Oh yeah, so I got bord with my tumblog and decided to have a new one. In case you're wondering, yes, this is mine. This will be my new electronic diary wherein I'll be posting lots of stuffs. Probably my daily pop ups. Ta-ta! <3